Kept forgetting stuffs and not pay attention to what people are saying. No i'm not feeling emo nor sad. Just kinda vexxed, or rather, distracted.

Distraction is fatal, in fact it kills. (a lil' exaggerating.) 'cause i've mounted a kerb while driving just now. HA. For a moment i thought i was driving a 3-tonner again. I miss the days driving the Unimog. (see how cheap Man is, they'll only cherish things when they are gone. Otherwise, they'll whine and grumble on how terrible it was.) The Unimog is just like a MonsterTruck, you're the road bully and nobody dares to get near you. Well, another reason could (i would say SHOULD) be most road users had negative experiences with the army drivers and they know how reckless the drivers can get.

That's not all. I've clean forgotten about the driving earlier on. It starts at 10 and thank God he woke me up at 9.50 somehow. (yea God's my buddy in dream. lol.) I knew i had something on this morning, but what was it? "OH F**K!" the panic shouted. I was late but Pang kept his cool. This guy is really gaining my respect. Dude (sounds too young for you but..), you're the best. No reprimandings even though i mounted the kerb, he knew there wasn't a point to screw me up, rather, he took the approach of explaining to me what happened and i'm certainly more catious now. :)

Throughout the session, i wasn't paying attention. He asked me to turn right, i swerved to the wrong direction. Stuffs like that.

Try walking all the way from home to the train station and realise "eh, why am i wearing slippers? i'm supposed to learn driving." YOU KNOW, I REALLY HATE THE "UNDO-MOVES" because a bad start to the day will kick off a series of negative happening. (like forgetting wallet; forgetting my Nano; forgetting the keys; forget this forget that. Resulting in me walking back home to retrieve it.)

Sometimes i whine like a girl, but think again, girls must have their reasons for whining. So i see nothing wrong with that. To the guys out there, do away with your egoism and you'll find yourself a happier man. (Okay, minimize if you're so persistent on having it.) I woulnd't deny that i have a huge ego too, but i'm working on it. If you realised, it's always easier to find a solution for others than ourselves. :)

Well, i did my usual toxic-purging run yesterday, but it seems like i'm getting slower and slower. Lack of sleep perhaps? Time to increase the distance, so-called "Progressive training".

When i run, i think of all the nonsensical stuffs. On the contrary, it helps because it distracts. :) - Dinner.