I see dust all over this place. Rats; Spiders; Cobwebs and a surge of breeze as i opened this door once again. Hello, i'm home :)

So much has happened recently. So much for being strong, standing tall against everything.

"It's just part and parcel of life which we are supposed to adapt to it. If this doesn't work, there's always something that works eventually" - Jiayi

I'm glad she's right. Take an example, before i landed myself a job @ KBT-BP, rejection was a norm. Reason being me having night classes and therefore, i'm not able to work overtime. I'm willing to compromise, but apparently they aren't. So, i mean without all these rejections, i wouldn't be here eh? Though i'm not earning big money and my work isn't that fantastic either, this job makes me feel the drive and adrenaline, not mere procrastination. At least i see progress in myself, in the sense that, i've got my contract renewed, though it's just a minor milestone to you guys, this really meant alot to me and simply makes me strive for success.



Ultimately, this isn't my final stop. School's gonna start in a 3 weeks time and yes though i'm studying, i still need to work. Seems quite a challenge, but i'm all geared up and in fact, too geared up. I'm hearing squeaks and tweak.


Ah yes, my birthday. I wanna summarized how was it celebrated. damn lol.


Mum & Dad & Bibi - Birthday Cake.

Clubhouse - Indo. Cuisines @ the riverside; Chocolate cake; Millions & Plush; Kachee; Mocca Ads; Vomit & Merlion, a drunkard with boxers on his bed; Hangover.

Jiayi - Window shopping @ bugis village and dinner! Jade Ru Yi. :)

Alvin Kaiyuan SiSi - Haegan Daez Chocolate fondue @ vivo.

XiYouJi - Dinner @ sushi tei in conjunction with Junyao's birthday.

Jasmine -Thanks for the 00:00 wishes.

Pearlie - nothing.

Yea, and these conclude my 14th Oct 2007.

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God, you have been pretty cruel to me.

Do you want me to be strong and learn from what's in store for me?

Or just plain torment for your joy.

Why must you strip me of my happiness time and time again?

Have i commited grave sins?

Had i not been nice?

Or is this a test for my well deserved oasis?